addicted to
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection




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i'm not here to win

i'm here to leave a legacy

run


stars hide your fires

life can be so simple, but at the same time so complex. i guess it's how we look at it .. right? it's always how we look at it. how spastic is that?!

for myopic people, glasses make things look much clearer
for horses, blinders make surroundings look tiny
for people with pimples (like sean person from teenage tb), sunglasses cover your pimples

haha. oh well.

school has been stupid as usual. so many summatives, formatives and laxatives. yes, school just makes you want to shit doesn't it?

you know what.. everyone spends years of crap studying their brains into mush. only to find that everything decomposes in the end. how dumb is that. hm well if i think that way then i guess it's the same for everything else. why work to earn money? why keep fit? why not just sit back and turn into a blob of fat then die. then at least animals can get a better meal out of your dead body right?

also! i think that the ability for humans to FEEL is simply useless. i mean, feel as in emotions. why have emotions man?! wah lao lah, damn useless right? especially hormones. who wants to feel sad, depressed, sick, happy, drunk whatever. who wants to feel that way?! so stupid.

look at what you've done to me
for someone who has felt so strong
it's amazing i'm completely gone

i hate hate hate people who play with you as if you're some rag doll or puppet. pulling your strings and making you feel so useless, so controlled by what they say. why do we have to be accountable for others??? why should i care. about anything at all.

don't pretend you're sorry
i know you're not

life is selfish! face it.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

it's the passion that drives you